Saturday, February 26, 2011

Special little snowflake

Glad to see these answers to "pro-lifers" in one place. One of the things I'm most looking forward to in med school is being able to work at a free clinic and hopefully participate in providing reproductive health services and overall, actually doing things that promote quality of life--which is how I'd define pro-life.

I also liked this article on a man's perspective on abortion.

I don't mean for this to turn into The Abortion Blog, so:

Blow - Ke$ha

This video has both unicorns and rainbows. You will not regret watching it.

Also, today is March 2, 2011, and it is 11:03pm. Why does Blogger never get this right.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Technicality

Interviewer: "So wait, you're graduating in two years?"
Me: "Yes, I..."
Interviewer: "So you're a baby, then."

Nope, not a baby. See, I'm wearing grown-up clothes and I can walk by myself and everything.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

I'm out of title ideas.

"Catch your subway to destiny" -Gaga

I don't know about "destiny", but...it's like riding a bike, right? Not worried. Not yet, anyway.


In other news,

"Religion is not a permissible excuse for letting children die." I'll drink [coffee] to that, Oregon.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Monday, February 14, 2011

All the answers

VCR - The xx

"True, you can fool some of the people all of the time, but this is ridiculous. It's as though ignorance has gone viral."

"Conservatives have no real interest in fiscal responsibility. Instead, after decades of pushing tax cuts for the wealthy elite, increased military spending, and subsidies for their corporate buddies, they have finally driven deficits high enough that they think they have political cover to go after government programs that benefit the middle class, working class, and poor. This is what all of this talk about fiscal austerity is about." - comments on this

I would also add "people lacking a Y chromosome" to that list. I'm not a conspiracy theorist. But this is all a bit suspish, don't you think? Planned Parenthood is a big frickin deal. Note that this bill doesn't have anything to do with abortion funding--rather, low-income women do not deserve to get HIV screening, pap smears, or basic pre-natal care. (And provides basic check-ups and other health services for men, too, actually.) Contact your senator if you haven't already. Major kudos to Representative Jackie Speier for speaking about her own painful experience on the House floor.

Why does this stuff continue to surprise me? I keep forgetting that women's rights are just chips on the bargaining table.

Meanwhile, David points out that there are some popular misconceptions about U.S. aid to other countries, ones that have serious consequences. WWJD, you know. Read more here.

Here's a cool quote to help ease the transition to a new topic.
"A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects." - Robert A. Heinlein

"Last, my time management skills, more than just being an asset for the fast pace of medical school, will contribute to my success in a city known for never slowing down." - Tarini's terrible, sappy essays. Good lord. Amelia, I'm sorry for having made you read this crap.

I think I have some misconceptions of what it will really be like. I'm super not excited about #3 under "social skills"!

My student interviewer at home school was really sweet...I had been nervous about the student interview because I heard that some of them go really crazy with ethics questions and trying to be hard on you. But she was basically like, "their assigned questions are dumb, you obviously know what you're talking about, your research sounds cool, let's talk about that instead." I apologized for saying "like" too much...not my finest moment. Anyway she just sent me an email and is obviously now on the "you must convince this student to attend here" assignment...much like David was, not too long ago!
I just started watching Greek, which premiered in 2007- four years ago. I've been thinking about the passage of four years a lot lately. I know that after med school it will seem like college was just recently, but my four years here have felt really long...I don't really remember not being in college. It probably helps that I've never stayed at a school this long...and I've been coming to this campus at least once a week since eighth grade. Sure, I've never lived here-lived here, but it sure feels like it. and I'm really glad she emailed me, I do have a lot of questions that a fourth-year can answer.

Also I just creeped on her facebook (don't judge me) and remembered that she went to Hah-vuhd for undergrad, and did neuro there...must ask her why she decided to come here, and to go into primary care. hmm.

Semper ubi sub ubi - Latin for "Always wear underwear". Sound advice.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Cognitive blinding

I'm having such a difficult time with the evolution homework. This is terrible for my self-esteem.

word of the day - panmictic - pertaining to random mating. Random mating is unfortunate because sexual selection is the most hilarious type of evolution.

I've discovered a bunch of new medical blogs...help! Read Dr. Grumpy. hilarious.

Also, I'm probably going to end up being a psychiatrist. Just a heads-up.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Opiate cocktail

M&M can mean morbidity and mortality or materials and methods. It's important to clarify.

What a messed up day. I don't like liquid nitrogen!
And the girl gave me really old breadsticks. In totally unrelated news, [first world problems].

"I knew that somehow I could find my way back" -Florence

You guys! When I forgot about twitter, I also forgot about a softer world.

Reading so much about opiates and opioids. Even more than usual.

"I've been spending a lot of time in the bathroom lately. Not due to any health problems -- oh no, one needn't worry about my bowel movements!" -Grandma

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Re: fetus incubators

"No good deed goes unpunished" -Wikipedia fails to attribute this to anyone.

I read this last night and promptly burst out crying. It makes me absolutely sick that the medical profession is being dragged into this disgusting theocratic fight. It scares me that my future colleagues could opt out of even learning how to perform reproductive health services. A woman is more than her uterus. And medicine is about healing, not judgement. I hope we as a nation get that soon.

Here are a bunch of things on the Protect Life Act so you don't have to just read through my filter:
I Blame the Patriarchy (thanks, David)
Fox News (for giggles, except, wait, I'm not laughing.)

I really don't get it. I've never taken a psychology class, but I'm pretty sure that anyone who angrily clung to his guns, blatantly supported mistreatment of women, refused to accept facts, and was convinced that his/her own made-up bull was The Truth would promptly be admitted to a psychiatric ward--not, um, voted overwhelmingly into office.

Please mention adoption. Somebody ask, "well, what about adoption?" It's working out great.

Oh you gotta read this too--it's about bleeding women to death! whee! We totally don't live in the sixteenth century.

We went to the temple today. My parents encouraged me to pray for acceptance to this school or that. I think i did. I'm not sure that I know how to pray. There's so much wrong out there. How much can I really fix? And will it depend on where I end up next year?

I found this new blog written by an anonymous resident. It's funny, fascinating, and horrifying. The comments, too.

"I'm continually amazed by the types of people who make it into the medical field. I hear about some awful things my classmates have done, but because I don't actually socialize or talk to those people, there's nothing I can do. Anyone can fake out an interview and say all the right things and come off as a good person. It's scary. I'm actually frightened for some of my classmates to become physicians.

That said, I think the ethically questionable people are in the minority and that the majority of us hold each other to a high enough standard to keep this kind of behavior to a minimum. I hope." (source)

I hope so too.

Then my sister turns on the super bowl and there are those football players crying during the national anthem. It makes me want to throw something at the TV.

They don't cry about what I cry about.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Carbs Saturday


drop it to the flo.
oh oh. oh, oh oh, oh.

February = hectic
March = madness
April = ???

#aydiosmio
#favoritehashtag
#hashtag
#ibarelyevenusetwitter

These have been the useful things I wanted to say today.

Oh, one more thing...BABY POSH!!!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Wishy-washy

"Was that the wrong pill to take?" Good question, Florence.

Decision: Heading back to the BIG CITY at the end of the month. Thank you lots and lots if you helped me decide. I do think I'm open enough to the school that this will be worthwhile. Also, I will probably see some celebrities this time. #noiwont

Downside: I'll miss the premiere of ANTM :(

Final notes:
No news is good news.
My cells are in a hilarious, ridiculous cells. If cell cultures could have behavioral disorders, this is what they would look like.
Be sure to catch up on Ladies Against Feminism. Because I sure won't.

White Blank Page - Mumford and Sons